Nicko's Texts

Here are some:

You know what hurts most? Its when you wake up receiving so many text messages yet you cant find the name of the person you want to remember you.

There are things in life that you cant hold onto forever, no matter how much you fight for it. Sometimes destiny isnt always good, it becomes playful. When you meet someone you learned to love, you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny created? Making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasnt really meant to stay, but only destined to make you feel loved and leave you when youve already fallen.

Knowing that youre fine and youre having a good time make me wonder, would it make a difference if you have me beside you? Naah! Either way seeing you happy is all that matters with our without me

Now, Im more confused!

Me Barging In

I might have reached the end of Clarice’s patience earlier. I had nothing to do at work except to attend calls as for the preparation for the holiday training today. I have been staying in her class for the past few days which I think she didnt mind. But earlier was their last day in classroom so I think her class hasnt absorbed what she taught so she had to recap everything and I have been bugging her by knocking her classroom door and checking up on Noel. Until she locked the door added with the frustration due to her trainees.

Then I received an email from her. Disagreeing what I pursued on what Noel and I have agreed upon. Well, speaking from a married woman’s point of view.

Also, I received a text from Nicko, saying:

Pretending you dont feel anything for someone is like convincing yourself that you could probably deny the only thing you can be sure of.

I dont know what it means, neither if its applicable to me, to him, Noel or to us. Haaay.

This might be start of our challenges as being companions as what he said because he cant commit myself to me.